Lonely and Betrayed (GerBard)
A song about about old convictions…
I felt lonely and betrayed, even after I’d regained real consciousness;
kept thinkin’ I just wasn’t heard, although I had sincerely prayed;
listening at the altar to a word, that didn’t come from God.
So this was not enough, I still feel the anger and I’m about to get rough,
but if you are a Father, then why did you let me go astray?
So this was not enough, to get through to you,
but if you are a Father or is this not even true?
Although I had been thinkin’ in, found consciousness within,
my mind wants to hold on,
to views that have proved wrong…